This is not what I intended

I always swore to you that I would never fall apart 
You always thought that I was stronger 
I may have failed 
But I have loved you from the start 
- "Fall For You" Secondhand Serenade

I know what it is like to wake up and realize that you are not living the life that you thought you would. 
It is not that I really regret the things that I've done I just think sometimes what if I had taken a different route at a point in my life. 
I am scared about the future. I know I'm ready to grow up and be an adult but sometimes I just wanna start college all over again so that I could just hit restart.
All I know is that this is the life I have been given and so I'll make the best of it.

I cannot wait to read Breaking Dawn. I am like the other eighty five million people on earth that is
probably in love with a fictional vampire character who I'll probably never meet a man that can measure 
up to him. 

I'm just ready to not be stationary all day. I need something constructive to do.

Add comment August 1, 2008 moderndaywanderer